I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet of late. Not that I have anyone chomping at the bit to read my blog!
Anyway, it’s not so much that life has been hectic but life has been a long line of things I can’t do. It’s very much affecting my mental health, many evenings I have sat just feeling like an empty vessel. Work is hard, it seems to either be all or nothing.
I’m not a great socialite, but I need my time away from home or work and that not happening. Christmas is coming and the things I would look forward to-Christmas markets, the Steampunk Yule Ball in Exeter and seeing my family are just a distant dream. I feel like I’m letting my friends down, but I struggle to know what I can do to make them feel cared for. I absolutely miss the gym, which is something I never thought I would say. I like the the (normal times ) safety of the gym-the cleanliness, no risk of tripping over stuff, no one taking notice of me and the comfort of air con. But the gym is not a place I feel safe at the moment.
I did put my Wii on today for the first time in 77 days it seems. I had a little dance around and felt ok but also so tired.
I am just so damn tired. Which leads to lack of motivation.
On a positive note, I have done some crafting, I just can’t post about it because one thing is for Guyltys Christmas Charity Auctions (if it arrives in Ireland this coming week) and the other thing is a Christmas present. Plus the #RichieHolidayCardSwap on twitter via PlushieRichie .
So hopefully there will be a couple blog posts coming up soon about those bits.
Anyway, I just wanted to fill you in